2:54 AM.

hey spidey..


what frustrate me now is..
saying " Ya, leave it there i will handle it. Dont worry, i will fix it;
i know thats the nicest pharses to hear. You hear that, your worries goes away. Well i have been saying that to ppl almost everyday.i like it, honestly. I do stuff, fix things. set up things, make calls all. im totally okey doing that. since i have nothing to do; Like gg to work! but it seems they are pampared,
Okey let see the difference; people helping you, and You demand things to be done and you classified it as a help.
"Hey can you help me settle this bills. Make calls and enquire"
" Eh why you never call them abt the bill, u know i have no time during the day"
See the difference?! Hello?!
We have to know how to phrase thing up man.. it does matter.
Im kinda of person, you can ask a favour, anything (legally), even if its the hardest or time consuming.. i will do it, if you just come to me, say it appropriately. i doont care if in monotonous tone. But dont put it in a way that i was irresponsible not doing what im 'suppose' to do.
Define the word HELP! & FAVOUR.
Im not complaining. its just the after feel. You know like after taste... I will continue doing it, but if everytime i do it and you still have that kinda of blamed or " i donno, You do it" comments. i have no heart to do it anymore. But becoz i have been doing, they thought its like a routine, " Ya, she will do it, nvm ask her to do it. When something gone wrong or forgotten, wahhhh i got the blamed the yakyakyakyak... what if i start my attachment and work? by then u panic? and what you start blabbingg!! So now im being cold a little. things that have to learnt and start doing it. Im sincere doing it, but i dont appreciate the unconvincing bad pharse comments.
Phrasing sentences is important... seriously..
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Im out now.
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i have the safety net. physically
i will never have the safety net. emotionally.
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black

12:59 AM.

hey spidey,

Titans training and makan at simpang... Nasi ayam goreng kunyit plus teh tarik.. simply awesome... My house is seriously becoming like cyber cafe. Agil is using desktop, mama is watching movie via laptop. Baba is using laptop for work and im using phone to surf wireless... Soo much of family dynamics and family day! Hahahah. Confirm at the end of month baba going to complaint abt electical bills. whose fault? His!
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Im tired.... But this sturbborn eyes just dont want to close... Thats why im blabbing now.... Hope i can sleep soon if not some hot makcik will angry!!
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I think i tore few more ligaments today :)
Black

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1:25 AM.

hey spidey
Uneducated Pregnant lady.

9:53 PM.