Black Titanium

MiMi Beltzak
Number 49
19031989
Floorball

Audi Q7black
Audi TT RS
Adidas Jerseys
Adidas Watch
Antarctica

Dysfunctional Family
Pemarah Lover(Syg)
Hellmate(Ella Kai)
Lil Orange(khalilah)
Classic(Amalina)
Francine(Franny)
Rabiatul(Classic Minah)
Yatassha(Butterfly)
Team Nyp Floorball

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Designer & Editor: Corissa 96
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Dementor's Life.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008.

Today was boring.. BOOO!!!

Morning went school with Shane who is now in CRUTCHES, he fell when doing stunt yesterday night.
He landed on his heels. OUCH!!!!
but then this morning he was in his shorts and jersey, to go couching after skool. His injured and still gg to couch!!
But to think of it, all sports ppl are pron to injuries, and the best thing is they still deny that they are in pain.. look whoss talking!! haha!!.. but seriously u know u are injured, it means your usual movement are restricted, but u still act u are normal!! WANNA STEP HERO AH!!
thinking that ah its just a sprain, or just muscle cramp.. it will go off soon..

SCENARIO!!
VENUE: HOME
CAST: MOM, MiMi

Mimi just got home from training, limping while walking to her room. Mum was doing her finance work at the hall

Mom: "What happen to u you again, why u walk like that!!"
MiMi: "Nothing, just muscle cramp it will off soon"
Mom: "Injured, just say injured!!, Can u just stop what ever u are doing and rest"
MiMi: "Nope" gave a cheeky smile and enter her room

A week later
Mom: "What happen to you?!"
Mimi: "Nothing, my new walking style!! said in a sarcastic tone and smiled
Mom: "Why all my children are all Stubborn when they are injured!?" there some oilment in the drawer..
MiMi: She didnt answer, becoz she was in great pain!! to be exact what ever her mum was saying is BULLs EYE!!

Infact, my bro also active in Sport, he is in RUGBY.. his sport is even worst ah!! with his bodybuild body, he once had his patella ( knee cap) dislocated!! that incident was funny ah..
POOR mom, she has to see her two children limping at home.. WAKAKA!! SHE loves us so much thats why!!
Dad is the coolest person ever: he still can teach us landing techniques. WOW!!

PLAYER/SPORTSMAN

INJURY + STILL GG TO TRAINING = STUBBORNEST?
OR
INJURY + STILL GG TO TRAINING = PASSION?
OR
INJURY + STILL GG TO TRAINING = PRESSURE?

LUNCH!!
Had lunch with Pat at mac, i swear i don like lunch hour, all canteens koufu, macs are BLOODY FULL!!
HAD some VALUABLE & MEANINGFUL TALK with Pat while eating. it make me realise lots of things... I have my bro to talk with..
After talking, it keep my thinking alot of things.. i think the conversation iwas right on time!
Thanks Pat..

Thats all for today..

END NOTE:
ANALYSE the word >>> S.I.N.C.E.R.I.T.Y !!

BlackSpider

9:07 PM.

Monday, April 28, 2008.

Today was a valuable day.
Morning lecture with DR RAJ was good, i like his lecture. Lecture about RENAL/ urinary systems.
quote: Urinating, is actually cleanning your blood!! SO reminder.. if your fren didnt urinate or cannot urinate there must be a problem with his/her kidney<>
Sorry ah abit of Biology science here..
Visit the TANGs sale.. see some adidas, jacket,shirt and shoe.. wah so tempting to buy..
but right now i have to focus on things that is necessary, in daily life like JEANS!!!!!! Date with TIQ on wed, to accompany her for the theory driving test then shopping..
Ended class early, when jalan-jalan at AMK & have Lunch.. about 430 called SHA.. dont know y?!
just miss them @ rp.. so thought of meeting them at tampines.. SHA was done but TIQ haven she is doing some interview for the freshie of her club.. so i went to RP and met them
Cant believe TIQ doing some interview!!
while waiting.. CATCH UP SESSION with SHA, discuss abt social life+personal life.. i was damn EMO!! i felt the 1 year old piecing pain backed.. THANKS SHA for the session!!! LOVE YOU!!
Naughty
Oh yah i did something in the morning on the wayto skool, with my PEMARAH LOVER, BABY CHEENA & AIN. Iwas kinda of emoing with the songs i have in my mp3.. then suddenly i saw this mirror reflection on the ceiling of the bus.. then i realised it was my watch..
SO NAUGHTY time.. i keep shining my watch at ppl who are infront of me who ARE SLEEPING!! there was this uncle sleeping beside me.. so i targeted at the glasses.. the reflection was damned strong when it hits the glasses, HE WOKE UP..
PEMARAH saw it.. and asked to stop... so yah.. i felt bad abt the uncle.. so i stop shining.. but it was fun...
End note
Dont SAY YESS!!.. when u actually MEAN NO!!
Dont analyse wordss that utter by the mouth.. but the meaning behind those wordss that is in the head and heart!!
BlackSpider

10:32 PM.

Sunday, April 27, 2008.

Nothing much happen today..

Morning
Flip my Adult nursing book.. research about my ICAs.. Damn ICAs!!
Starting tomorrow my week kinda of slack in terms of skool.. BECOZ E LEARNING WEEK + LABOUR DAY!! I also realise this semester my EVEN WEEKS are damn hectic.. MY ODD WEEK are abit slack.. donno why.. but thanks to who ever did the timatable. BUT still i cant have time to go for my driving lesson..

MY MUM will shout at me.. SHE have been transfering money to my account.. but then i didnt book any lessons..haha.. but luckily my mum dont read my blog..

Afternoon.
Went JB, for lunch to buy thinngs which is cheaper in Malaysia. then My dad offer me to drive his car..WAH!! i was suppppper excited so i said yes!! we both know its ILLEGAL. but wat the hack..

drove till caltex, my dad's principle who ever drove last must fill up the tank.. so i have to filled up the tank.. but then he assist me lah.. but actualy i know he scared i put in DIESEL in.. if i wrongly put diesel in.. i think my dad will DISOWN on the spot.. no lah.. once to put diesel on petroled car.. your car totally ruin!!
Back to Singapore my dad drive ofcoz, i love looking at car on the road. u can tell if the driver really takes cares of the car or not.... and seriously i love these carsss..

3rd favourite>> Mitusbishi Grandis

2nd favourite>> Element EX in Alabaster Silver Metallic.

CSI uses this car>>

1st!!!>> MERCEDEZ CLS 350

there are only few of this model in Singapore and my dad said one of the MP's used this wow!!

Thats my cars....

Thats all for today..
Wanna chat with my buddy PAT :)

End note

If someones was hurt.. and doesnt heal.. everything will be a SENSITIVE ISSUE to him/her in her life

BlackSpider

9:48 PM.

Saturday, April 26, 2008.

Friday was fun and educational day for me..

My 3 hours lecture was cancelled coz lecturer lost her voice..
WTH!!, which means i have from 10am till 2 pm break. So decided to have breakfast + lunch at CAUSEWAY POINT BANQUET, with ama, sarah, miao xin a.k.a MAN LIAO and our loud hidayah.

School ended 1 hour earlier, went home with BABY CHEENA. Another session of ghost story then we exchange LAME MALAY JOKES. HAHA!!. We walk around tampines mall, looking at assessment books, songs, movies lastly TOYS. SUPER FUN!! Walk around talk abt each other likes and dislikes..then suddenly, CHEENA said that im LEFT BRAIN. i was totally clueless wat it meant.. then she asked me something like clenched both hands together which made the fingers to crossed each other.. and my right thumb was on top of my left thumb. She said confirm im left brain!!

Went home i did a research about LEFT BRAIN VS RIGHT BRAIN. maybe ppl out there knows abt this left brain and right.. but seriously i nvr know that if im a right brain of left brain?! Thanks to CHEENA!!!
This is what i found out!! for those who knows abt this.. please bare with me.. I HAVE STM, i need some saved details so i remember..
LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS - uses logic detail oriented facts rule words and language present and past math and science can comprehend knowing acknowledges order/pattern perception knows object name reality based forms strategies practical safe

RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS - uses feeling"big picture" oriented imagination rules symbols and images present and future philosophy & religion can "get it" (i.e. meaning)believes appreciates spatial perception knows object function fantasy based presents possibilities impetuous risk taking

Fun knowing new stuffs. i did researched about colours too!!
Visit this website: if u are free ah..http://www.geocities.com/buddychai/Misc/ColorProfiles.html
Floorball
After an hour lying at my bed, closing my eyes, deciding should i go for today's training.. Finally i decided to take a BREAK FROM FLOORBALL and give my legs a rest so it can fully recover.. Last wed see Fariza alone be goalie, i felt guilty and little bit angry at my legs. Guilty becoz she train alone, having to faced about 20 players that shoots at her x how many drills x how many types of shots and for 3 hours.. i mean that is how goalie train.. but its TIRING. if im not injured atleast the total number is divided by 2. Im angry at my leg, to be exact im angry at myself ah.. for not taking good care of my legs, i just hope this leg can recover as soon possible, then im back to TRAINING and ready for tournaments.. okey MiMi dont think abt tournament u will feel scared.. for now just focus on getting back to TRAINING!! wooohooo!!!
End note:
I believe in Keep your friends close <<>> but i don believe in keep your enemies closer?
BlackSpider

3:14 PM.

Thursday, April 24, 2008.

I had i great fun today.. seriously great fun!!!

I skipped Physchology lecture in the morning.. becoz for the 1st time ever i couldnt wake up in the morning!! PLUS its raining at Tampines. i slept well!! too well!!
So i start my School offically at 2 pm, for Reaseach method lecture. I like the module man, its about MATH. haha. eventhough my frens don like it.. but i like!!! its diff from other modules..
Half through the lecture.. Shane wanted to cut his hair and planned to cabut from lecture.. WTH right.. but then we left the lecture theater 7 mins before the lecture ended..STUPID!!

1# Went to AMk hub, find a salon, there we go.. taaa daaa!! MOHAWK!!!!!! but the spoilt thing is there paches on his head.. becoz his balding haha!! sorry shanEE!! then we make joke Shane having MOHAWK hair but then acting like BAPOK!! wear shirt but then can see bra strip then wear mini skirt and PLAY TENNIS!! Super funny!!

We rush back to school for our night class LAB with our CLASSIC MARY ANG!!
My Loving Pemarah Lover (BASIRAH) joined my class for make up lesson.. the lab Lesson was very funny.. and i hope my Pemarah don get shock with our class behaviour during lesson. we are always like that!!

2# We make stupid jokes like, SHANE, AMA & ME tugging our shirt in our jean make us look like NERD!! then i went around disturbing ppl who are anxious taking e BLOOD- GLUCOSE MONITORING SKILL ASSESSMENT. I stole ppl equipment from thier tray which they have prepared.. i picked fight with HIDAYAH and BAVANI.. really a blast man..

3# lesson ended took lift down to level 2, so i there were about 10 us in e lift.. and im being irrtitating.. keeping pressing e open button when e door is almost close.. i did it about 4 times haha..
they pull me back.. i then stick my leg out in between of the door. making the sensor reacted and open the lift door back.. haha..
then suddenly one of my fren say " Eh don ah someone looking at us" everybody in the lift stunned.. looking outside finding who is looking.. i thought some lecturer was looking at us.. there was no bosy it was like 803 pm
Bavani instant reflex asked this fren.. WHO!?
She reply" E CAMERA!!!!!!"

Everbody laugh out loud!! except this fren// seriously ah it was the JOKE of E night!! we keep laughing till e escalator at the auditorium.
im not being rude that we laugh that way.. but its really funny ah.. WHO LOOKING AT US>> THE CAMERA!!

thats all for Today!!
i hope i don offend anybody.. if i do!! tomorroe meet me and we settle it okey!!

End note:
Laughter is the best medicine in life
Its all about Psychology

BlackSpider

10:53 PM.

.

Alot ppl keep asking me what happen to my phone, when they saw me using very OLD SKOOL phone - nokia, phone w/o colour and camera damn old skool right!!
What to do?! while waiting my samsung phone being repaired..
Okey this is what happen to my phone!

On friday,after club crawl i went home with Wileen taking cab, reach Tampinesmall near the taxi stand i got out of the taxi didnt realise that my phone fell on the road..
few steps out of the cab, i started finding my phone, i need to call my mum, to ask where to have dinner... thats when i started to PANIC..
i couldnt find my phone.. i met my mum immediately ask her phone so i could call my phone if it left in the taxi.. which Wileen was still ah. While calling i run back at the taxi stand, that when i saw.. my Phone is being RUN OVER BY A HONDA MPV. i still remmeber the car ah.. took the phone in the middle of the road, checked it and notice that i couldnt see anything accept black & white lines (LCD cracked). i was damned sad ah!!

Haha.. i donno what to say ahh.. its my fault ah!! too bad :(

I met Parvin;s grp at north canteen, chat for awhile.. then i saw the girls that i thought was my fren Aisya.. immediately tell Parvin.. Parvin thought it wasnt her .. so we bet 10 buckss.
eventually it was her, we talk to her for a while, say hi!! She took the same course as us!!
haha.. Vin if u are reading this .. i still wants my 10 bucks

After lunch+ breakfast.. Shane, me & Ama off to blood donation, i was worried that my Iron level was low.. but eventually when they checked..its fine!!, which mean im able to donate!!
sadly Francine who badly wants to donate cannot. coz the last donation have problems.. so she cannot donate.. she have to wait for a year.. then can donate.. haha!! POOR FRANCINE!! dont be sad fran!! u have next year to donate!! My fren ELLY which i call her BABY CHEENA, so scared to needle and the blood when she saw shane donating the blood,, Weak ah u!! BABY CHEENA!!
thats all for today!!
MiMi v sleepy!!

End note!!
U may think..what u are doing is right.. but to other it might not be right!!
Its all abt individual PERCEPTION!!
so Dont worry!!

BlackSpider

12:27 AM.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008.

Im totally tired today..
Eventhough i woke up late.. decided to skip morning Biology lecture. so i start my school officially at 1pm. I finally did my ez link card. i really damn "suey" ah in this two months,

1st: I broke my specs = spent $150
2nd: I lost my ez link card in 969 bus = spent $21 penalty
3rd: My samsung phone ran over by a car, LCD cracked = $????????
4th: I need 3 textbook for school, pharmacology and Psychologyx2 = totally is around $200

Please ah my DAD gg to shout at my ear . Saying where am I gg to find this money instantly!!
Haha!! everything needs money...
too bad u are in great dilemma and feel stupid losing ezlink, broke specs then hp kena run over by MPV. then u u are in bigger dilemma in finding money to get them back.. haiz!!
if only, money can be photocopied and not being banked up by gold bar.. i think every average Singaporean will able to live in Spore W/o STRESSS!

Another thing

I saw this girl, she very familiar. i kept thinking who she is!! i believe the girl used to be in the same class as me during sec 1 Parvin still keep in touch with her when she left in sec2.
i asked parvin to sms this girl Aisya.. ask if she really schooling in nyp. but Belo Parvin refused she said she paisey to sms..
Instead She wants me to the girl and ask. if she really aisya our classmate.. strupid right that is more Paisey.. if she really not Aisya..how??

Tomorrow im gg to take a break from Floorball training due to injury, i have a size of 20 cent coin abrasion on my both knees during club crawl. the my shin splint came back, then my right thigh feel so tight.. damn irritating.. to feel all this pain.
i limp while walking.. u know what my frend (elly) say.. (we have MAS SELAMAT here!!) haha!!

thats all for now..:)

End note
Chacha ppl do chachat thingss!!!! :)

BlackSpider

11:39 PM.

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Decided to create a blog..

I believe if my "dysfunctional friends" know that i created a blog they will be damn shock ah!! (mimi bothers to blog??) Im bored everytime surfing net, watch youtube, play online games.. so try something new ah.. like blogging!!

Today something sad happened, my grandmother's brother's wife passed away in the morning. When I got the news from my mum.. i froze!! totally in shocked one of your family members past away.. who wont be shock!! btw i was in school! I skipped 1 tutorial and 2 hours of pharmacology lecture.. gg to the wake is more important. The whole day i kept quite.. was emoing ..nobody want to loose any of my family members but this is reality.. Ones who live will eventually die..sound so easy to understand...but due to compassion & love in our heart, there is deeper meaning in that sentence which make us difficult to face it. i wont elaborate more.. its so HEARTBREAKING.

al fatehah untuk allahyarhamah.

Allah jadikan kuburnya salah satu taman, dari taman syurgamu. Amin

End note:

Now: We spent our health to get wealth
Later: We spent our wealth to get health

BlackSpider

2:17 AM.