Black Titanium

MiMi Beltzak
Number 49
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Pemarah Lover(Syg)
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Rabiatul(Classic Minah)
Yatassha(Butterfly)
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Dementor's Life.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008.

Long time never update blog...
Too Tired
Too Buzy
Too Lazy

Saturday
Game aganist NUS Titans was kinda of bad for me ( not enough sleep).. we lost..
But i believe did very good more over without the HOCKEY players some more
There are more to learn.. Come on guys!!
FRANCINE Bday!!!
The grip is DAMN NICE ah..
Happy birthday GURLLLLL!!

Rushed home with Sarah for the over night event
NEXT challenge at Raffles MRT.
The script line for the night was " Dude u have 25 minutes penalty" ( haha)
The participants have to do the Sudoku thingy..
Fun sia to see ppl stresss!! ( doing the sudoku)
Fun looking at ppl behaviours so semangat alll!!
Fun KUN-FU-ING with Sarah ( bored mah middle of the night at Raffles place)
Sarah also layan my mid night nonsense
Syg was stress with ppl shouting her name and busy give her signature to ppl
( famous izit Syg?)
Sarah also busy Choopping ppl Passport ( Custom checkpoint??)
Me... Listening to the noisy Walkie talkie, giving out Sudoku papers...

12am Busy
1am still can tahan,
2am need coffee badly
215am walking like zombie
245am starts to talk nonsense with Sarah
3am starts to EMO
315am DROP DEAD ZzZzZzZz
445am Wakey wakey

Have Break Fast with the REST..
Then Emo while waiting for 1st train..
That morning was my 1st time seeing homeless ppl around,
Sleeping with their plastic bags.. hugging their bags
AHpecks sleeping and snoring, ( snoring means they are tired)
Tired walking around finding food because they have no Home..
( what happen to them until they are like that???)

THANKS Alot to SYG!! giving us the opportunity experiencing this EVENT!!
THANKS Alot To SARAH!! layaning my nonsenses!!

Sunday
Went home to complete my Sleep..
For a while only coz have ALot of Projects to do!!

PROJECT IS KILLING ME SLOWLY!!
Just now i did something stupid.. to kill my boredom while waiting for hockey game
Haha.. i also donno why i do.. but it was fun!!
My beloved phone break my heart for the 3rd time..
they screen is totally mess- up... EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
Tomorrow no lesson, which mean i can rush up all my projects by tomorrow..
BLOGGER
PSYCHOLOGY
To Syg
Ur body is tired and weak, immune low, that's why multiply sickness attacked!!
To rest on WEDNESDAY!!
DON ACTION HERO OKEY u HIGH GIRL!!
SARAH
thanks for lending me your phone..
SUMPAH i donno how to use!! ( ngong ah me)
End Word
BLABLABLABLABLA
Water inside the toilet bowl!!!
Blackspider

12:15 AM.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008.

HOT!!

SEXY!!

Anything in black is SEXY!!

Mia Micheals

Pharmacology was like WOW!!!!

I wanna be like THERESA, remember every single drug exist is the WORLD!!!

I told CHEENA i wanna be like THERESA, she said u can never be like THERESA and she gave her stupid SMILE..
I know why......, coz i cant remember all the those weird names!!
like BECLOMETHASONE, CEFTZIDIME
THANKS CHEENA!!!

This morning my mum was babbling something ( telling me something) when i was like half asleep, i was like ' yayayaya bye" she kissed me and off to work.. about like 10 minutes i woke up. i totally cannot recall what she say...
So i called her up and asked her " Ma, what did u say to me just now"
My memory was like WTH!!
im CHACHAT!!

I SAW BIG MAMA JUST NOW!!!
I NEED TO SEE PARVIN!!

To Syg
STOP EATING THE SOUR SWEETS!!
Nice dream u have last night....

ENd NOte;
Mia Micheals is H-O-T!!!

BlackSpider

12:02 AM.

Sunday, July 20, 2008.

Saturday

I didn't went for training, (give a break to my knee)
i hope i didn't miss much of the drills
Went for the Home thingy and then for Forum at national Library,
Making cookies was fun, plus with the residence there.

Then off to national Library for the Forum thingy... partner with Sloth helping out in the registration..
Boredom strike... then we start drawing nonsense about each other ( E ITALIAN FREAK)
And some ppl are so ngong, they thought we are the information counter, they asked if they need to be a MEMBER to READ BOOKS in the library ( lol!). then this guy asked they the Han's cafe ( are we the directory counter??)
Everything was fun!!
ohh yeah..
I shake hand with this Tampines MP.. the best thing is i was SITTING DOWN!! i didn't know he was the MP lah..
Sorry MP!!! i should be more aware since im living in TAMPINES!!

I drank 3 cups of thick dark coffee and 1 cappuccino yesterday, and i could sleep last night, i slept 4am
Action offline wanna go sleep, end up i watch tv.. haha.. lucky its Sunday!!

Sunday
TOMORROW SCHOOL!!!
1st thing in the morning is a DATE at NORTH CANTEEN!! ( yumyumyum)
Start crapping with my frens.
Sarah miss me alot ready.. ( ngong!) as if we never meet during attachment..
Never mind we gg to meet everyday so don worry
since a long time i touch the book.. so now i have to buck up and be serious..
( no more honeymoon-ing)

i think i have some Memory consolidation problem = process recent memory then crystallized into long term memory OR maybe i have Anterograde Amnesia ( difficulty in forming new memory)
i keep forgetting stuff i did or i hear as short as 4 minutes ago.. terrible right!!
i will read more on this...

Im gg off in few minutes time with dad and mum
to YCK stadium to see my bro's game. RUGBY!!!!!!
i wanna to see they do the HAKKA!!!!
Mum was " i don want to see he injured"
Dad as usual no expression.. ( cool?)

Hearing one side was alright at first
Hearing both sides is like slicing my heart
To hear how opposite their minds works was a bonus
To hear how opposite their minds works bring to maturation
But the opportunity to let them hear their own opposite minds will be the biggest victory
WILL I GET THE BIGGEST VICTORY??
EnD WoRd
Common Sense Elly!!
but actually there no such things as Common sense in Sociology
BlackSpider

2:54 PM.

Saturday, July 19, 2008.

ATTACHMENT ENDED!!!

Woohoo!! i finish KK-ing already.
now back to school, i rather be in school then in the wards with some angry nurses..
At least in school i can be with my NgongNgongs Family!!
But TONNES of projects to do!!
I no mood to do project and exam is coming soon also.. ( Am i gg to fail??)

Conclusion in KK
I learnt alot
How horrible ABORTION is.
How Irresponsible some TEENAGERS can be.
How painful CESAREAN DELIVERY is.
How cute BABIES are.
How fun to work in PAEDIATRIC ward.
How poor thing to see sick KIDS.
How ngong some PARENTS can be.
How cool to be a DOCTOR.
How atrocious doctor's HANDWRITING are.
How relax KK hospital are compared to other general hospital.

Nurses agree with me???

Sp game
WE WON!!!
9-0 i think! ( achievement!)
i dono what to say about SP..( building plus Court condition)
It somehow destroy my pants.. but its okey ( lesson learnt)
Played my best.. sometime i have no self- confidence.
Theory proved.
Don't think to much!! if not u are not focus!!
TEAM Getting stronger, smarter and faster each training and game,
PRESSURE sia, it means i need to be at same level as theirs, faster and smarter then the players ( No lazy keeper!! coach say)
Francine's theory
Was to pray everytime before game!!
Isn't that the 1st thing u do!
After 1 year playing, now she think about praying for game. ( FRANCINE???)
hahaha.. funny loh!!

Museum!!
Pinkie Promise!!
After the SP game we when to the NATIONAL MUSEUM..
I love that place ( seriously damn cool)
Took tonnes of photos!!
Upload pics later.. too many..
Thanks BRO, FRANCINE,JUT & DAHPNE.

KNEE
SP game and the Museum wake really kill my knee muscles!
The piecing man was like WTF* ( cannot action hero anymore)
To be honest i cried
Rushed to Raffles medical, got checked
Doctor blablabla..
" Your inner meniscus and back muscles are in trouble..too much force was put on..blabla, i refer u to orthopaedics and stop floorball for a while"
I instant reply was' NO WAY"
MAMA was.. YES!!!! give 1 year MC please!
Haha.. not at this time ah.. competition is coming..
True what doctor say.. if now u are injured and if u don take care u wont go far..
My team-mate Leng, just went thru an OP cos she tore her meniscus and other ligaments while having frenly.. she will be out for more the 4 months i think.. feel so kesian..
QUICK RECOVERY LENG!!!! We need the mafia back in the team..
BlackSpider

10:25 PM.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008.

I came across A song few days ago, ( Jagalah Hati from this ustaz)
since then i have been listening everyday, analysing each word
Relate to the life im living in, and the things Ive seen during my attachment.
It kept me thinking!
Make me feel something deep
Something like guilt but more then guilt!!
Go listen the song.. (malay ah)
if u feel guilty tell me okey.. we repent together!! (seriously)

Today
Attachment, pretty boring. but okey lah.
I didnt do much, coz there is nothing much to do in the ward.
the ward itself is hostile, except the kids ah..
Nurses all----> S.T.R.E.S.S. M.O.O.D.Y S.E.R.I.O.U.S G.R.U.M.P.Y
The kids wont cure loh like that, they will also feel STRESS..
Haiya... dono lah...
FASTER finish attachment.. i wanna go school--->See my frens
So i wont be stress like those nurses

went home with Mak Minah.
and she met her previous sch fren, MM was shock to see her fren (girl) turn out to be a les.
And she couldnt believe it ( totally question mark in her head)
We discussed abt it. actualyy explained it to MM ( girlygirl, girlguy)
I mean i have alot of frens who are zigzag.. so its pretty normal to see ppl like that.
MM u have to be OPEN!!!
But true ah, some ppl just couldnt understand it, but if u think it in diff perspective, u might understand but i think it wont convince u untill it make u totally understand it lah...
So the best thing for ppl like MM is ...not to judge and not to think further!! u will have headache!! just look and smile!
MM tgk Nip& tuck pe??

Baby Cheena told me the funniest dream ever!!!
She dreamt of SCABBIA, came to singapore, and she the one bringing Scabbia around Singapore, but she say the place looked like her house?? ( huh??)( bring your gf to your house izit) then she asked for autograph then chat w scabbia at MSN!!
Funniest dream ever!!!
Kental Sloth!!
Activate your scabbia pop-up dream blocker ah!!

End Note:
ChaChat people do ChaChat Things!!!

BlackSpider

10:55 PM.

Monday, July 07, 2008.

I don know why, but suddenly i remember in my sleep that i need to do my ADMIN CARD.
Go all the way to NYP just to do ADMIN CARD!!! ( siao ah)
So anyome gg to Nyp please tell me... we go together alright???
In few Minutes i m out for my morning Shift at KKH,
this is the 3rd week of attachment. i still have
11 (in days more) - 88 (in hours) 5280 (in minutes) 316800 (in seconds)
till i end attachment.Then about 1month later i will start another attachment for another 3 weeks. (stu) I think i have to go, if not i will the shuttle bus.
Will i ahve fun today?? i hope so!!
eND nOTE
I miss your Baby hair and your stupid smile!! ( Baby Cheena)
And ya Spiderman 2 last night was GOOD!! GOOD!!
BlackSpider

5:05 AM.

Saturday, July 05, 2008.

Friday

temp was like 38C,
but i seriously hate FEVER.. ,
I will drop dead, totally no activity done. I will be in my bed, for 24 hours hugging pillow.
Among all sickness, FEVER is the ultimate killer, it break me man
But all this due to my stubbornness, morning slight rain, baba asked to use umbrella, but i refused, its okey ah (Action hero)
Now having fever.. well done MiMi

Sat

morning still having fever.. but still gg training.. coz i need to train!!
Looking forward to training, but then it turned out to be a disappointment.
only like 7 ppl came.. (Cool or what)
Enough to make 1 line and 2 subs
The attendance was damn upsetting, even the 7 players who came felt upset too, not see the rest of the mates came for training.
I mean some of them really have valid reason. but the rest?? gone missing!!!
Polite will be coming soon.. haizzz
i just hope to see full team soon. as we need to focus on POLITE

BRO came for training , SO LONG never see her!!
She also free after training, So we decide to go P. S to have dinner
Francine, Jut, Bro, Cliff, Leo, Jun wei
LONG JOHN SILVER. ( FISH WARP & PEG LEGG)
Then walked around, BRo wanna go YAMAHA,
She damn happy ah, she got her guitar bag!!
Then i bought Spiderman figure strap ( black) SO excited!!
SO Happy ahhh..

Then we walked to city hall, while walking bro and I was like drunken
Keep saying PEG LEG, in Indian style.
Keep pushing each other around
Fran and Jut keep saying both of us drunker.. i think we are.. so long never see each other.
WE were talking how nice Bro hair was.. (I like ah)

Then suddenly the song STop and Stare came about
Bro was like making lyrics for it ah

(Bro Drunken+ tired)
Stop and Stare..
I really admire your hair...
Stop and Stare
I say alot of time don't cut ur hair...
haha

all of them really make my FeVer day wonderful, esp Bro!!
we took some pics while walking..
How sick & tired are we.. walking from school to MRT station, they should make one MRT or LRT station from the Sports Hall to Yio Chu Kang

How Happy is my Bro!!

Can i have 2 ala carte Fish Wrap and i set of Peg Leg, change the drink to Ice Lemon Tea & up size to Medium, can i have two cheese to go along!!
( Bro and My meal)
On the way to Esplanade
We saw this car!! Damn hot ah the car.. Black and silver
Out side a museum
End Note:
i hate FEVER!!
Bro remember the pinkie promise!!
BlackSpider

11:54 PM.

Thursday, July 03, 2008.

Together ppl!!
Booooooooooooooooooooooooooo Attachment!!
Damn tired gg to KKH everyday.
Ward 44 I think the best ward in KK, the staff are nice, the sister nicer man!!
I did alot of things in this ward!!
Whoever got this ward, u are lucky man.

Wed i changed of shift, due to Floorball Friendly,
Sarah was excited to see me in the morning, long time never meet.. She CUT HER HAIR!!
Syg didnt know i was in morning shift, which mean we are in the same shift.
Couldn't meet her over lunch coz i went for 2nd break. Sms her ask her to wait at kopitiam after end duty, "reason i wanna pass u something" but actual reason was to meet her..
The look on her face, haha.. ( sorry syg nvr tell you;)

Rushed to school, for game..
The team played well, against road warrior
We won! ( 9- 2 i think)
I SUCKSS ah..
1 simple ball i couldn't catch it.. it pass both of my hands and body.. doosshhhhh it went in!!
2nd, own goal lah deyyyy. i safe nicely with my feet, somehow it reflected at my shoulder and dooshhhhh it went in
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
i was determine not to concede any goals.. but this 2 goals are stupid ah!!
"i don feel, that u feel the goalpost" i agree!!
I really need to think through and have a clear objectives of every single things that happening in my life (seriously)
I was Emo, tired, wanting to kill myself. after training

Today i OVERSLEPT!!!
Thanks to my phone alarm, it didnt ring
Damn sleepy, i walked also like zombie
Rushed to bugis,
i reached bugis around 645 my shift is starts at 7am
i missed the shuttle bus
Then i panicked lah sia, donno what to take to KKH
Donno who to call also, i just keep walking, then i saw this makcik wearing KKH uniform, i just follow her
Follow her took bus 851 at a bustops at some chinese complex something.
Walked in the Ward Like zombie, luckily morning shift have alot off things to do.
if not i will lying at some vacant bed beside the patient, or as usual talking nonsense with Yatassha, she with the racist and lame jokess. haha

On tuesday night receive some news from Mama,
And suddenly my rage was at my maximum, i couldnt control my anger,
Mama was like guarding, she was like hugging me so i wont so stupid stuff
I couldnt stand if anybody being rude to any of my family members
I don care how old u are but your action and word tell me how inmature and insenstive u are!
U ALL ARE BEING DISRESPECTFUL!! FUCKING RUDE!! TO MY FAMILY!!
Eventhough it is just 2 harmless question,
but if that question is attached with rudeness and insincerity:
U all are Nobody to me, anymore.
All the respect i have at u all---> GONE (INSTANTLY)
U all just crossed the line--->FINISH ( INSTANTLY)
The sincerity i have for u all --> VANISH (INSTANTLY)

eND nOTE:
I cannot put u anywhere in my heart, coz its not worth it
Your motive was to DISGRACE us,
End result U yourself have DISGRACE your own pride.

BlackSpider

5:03 PM.