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MiMi Black
Dementor's Facts

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MiMi Beltzak
Number 49
19031989
Floorball

Black Inclinations


Audi Q7black
Audi TT RS
Adidas Jerseys
Adidas Watch
Antarctica

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Scream it Out

black Evesdropping


departure Out

Dysfunctional Family
Pemarah Lover(Syg)
Hellmate(Ella Kai)
Lil Orange(khalilah)
Classic(Amalina)
Francine(Franny)
Rabiatul(Classic Minah)
Yatassha(Butterfly)
Team Nyp Floorball

black histories

April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009

Credits

Designer & Editor: Corissa 96
Cursors: ChocoGoodies
Hover : Happyy-Stop

Dementor's Life.


Sunday, September 28, 2008.

BooooYaaaaa

Visited cemetry today..
Both Atuks, Tok Mat, Hajjah & Uncle Hasman.
i miss them.. Almighty Almighty

House was like a shipwreck last few days..
I need a rest from Spring cleaning man... i have clean every corner of the house!!
From the cleaning, polishing...
Ceiling>Walls>Windows>Floor>Cabinets>Frames>Sofas>DiningArea>Kitchen!
BlaBlaBla.. But Im statisfied!!
I still have last MOPPING session, i think i will do it tuesday night.

I love this year Ramadan, i donno why,
maybe because i accomplish most of my aims for this year ramadan!!
Hari Raya.. i donno ah... let see.. since im busy during october!!

October schedule is very pack
Trainings and POLITE Game then School reopen!
wooohooo!!
Tomorrow training!!!

I have lots and lots of things to buy!!

  1. Slipper
  2. Sports shoe (adiZero)
  3. Casual shoe
  4. Bags ( Adidas backpack)
  5. New adidas jersey ( black and gold)
  6. Water bottle
  7. Skin protector
  8. Classic Casio watch
  9. Socks
  10. Lots of shirts/polo-t
  11. Contact lens!! (most important)
I have a date with Ateeq on the 8th on Oct!! ( remind me please, anyone)
I cant wait to watch Dukun!! Lil say its good and scaryy.. has been a long time since i watch a scarry movie
( i hope this scary movie wont make me laugh)


Cool adidas wallpaper!










End Note:
I wanna a baby brother like Fadly!!!!
He so smart and Cute!!!!
Anyone wanna accompany me eat Beancurd @bedok corner/kampong/camp! ( whatever the place called)

BlackSpider



11:07 PM.


Thursday, September 25, 2008.

Ola Ola Ola...

Almost a week i didnt blogggggg....
Sick Sick Sick Sick......

Was down with fever on Saturday morning.. Sudden Attack after subuh!!!
Thought was just a normal fever, didnt bother it that much.... UNTIL my whole body shiver like im in ANTARCTICA!!
My temperature was 40.2 C. just imagine!!! my head was like boiling with hot Blood!!
Rushed to G.A eat medication..... then Lepak at the BED 24/7. i cant even do anything!!!
Fever for 3 days...Now i having bad sore throat, dry cough and sometime s.o.b (side effects)
I have A.N paper to think.... I need to study on last Tuesday.
I just do whatever my brain cell can remember!! so just HOPE!!

Last Friday night went out to breakfast with Dysfunctional Family
Arnold!!!
Onion Ring!!

To my dear "Bday gurl" ( francine)
She kena hit by Jinat stick!
Now she has a cut at the eyebrow..
So kesian!
Take care my bday gurl!!

End Note:
Doctor :Your temp too High get ready i need to JAB u!!
Me: WHAT?
Doctor: This Jab make u sweat, reduce temperature
Me: Anything ah? Which arm do u wanna jab?
Doctor: Ur BUTT!! ( smile)
Me: Why must be the butt? Okey okey ah!!

Blackspider


12:37 AM.


Thursday, September 18, 2008.

Just got home from training.
i decided to walk home, eventhought i still have the last bus @ 12 45
The 25 minutes walk was fruitful, made me think and reorganize my messy thoughts
i have alot to buy, but money is like coming in slowly like tortoise.. and my list is super long..

Training was alright, fun nonsens-ing with the girls ( i really think Kampong is abit ting tong in the head)
To be honest: im getting weaker and weaker, i need to train my stamina.. serious shit!!
Polite is just around the corner.. we really need to buck up!! REALLY!!

Btw, ngongngong when wanna breakfast together huh!!!!
Boring leh..
Go out please!!

Things i want but i don think i will get it:
Black glossy wall for my bedroom
Shave my hair ( it can never happen. but nevermind)
Cut mohawk! ( i will be disowned soon after cutting mohawk)
I want ginnie pig

End note:
Im over it. self denial??

blackspider


1:08 AM.


Wednesday, September 17, 2008.

see this, and think about it



1:14 PM.


Tuesday, September 16, 2008.

Shit you!!
Stupid you!!
Shit you!!
Stupid you MiMi!!
i donno want else to think..
Just Shit U, MiMi
Asshole blackspider


1:56 AM.


Sunday, September 14, 2008.

Just went back iftar @ Wak's house.
i had a mix feeling about the iftar, because today is the the 1st time ever im gg to see my new uncle LIVE. Im scared at 1st
But i think Uncle Am will be even more scared cause this iftar is his moment to meet Wak and the whole entire family.. seriously Wak"s ( our family) is damn big ah!!
Iftar was great..
Uncle Am is DAMN BIG AH!! seriously!! he look like some body guard..
His youngest daugther is soo cute!! and so hyper!!
the house is so KECOH!! i cannot tahan.. even when the guys jemaah sembahyang... the MAKCIKS are all kecoh!!

Next week..iftar at Nenek house..
but next week also got outing.. i donno which one to go.. haizz,
Solution: is to call nenek and ask her what she gg to cook.. if power power dishes.. i will say bye bye to the outing.. haha.. clever right??!!

Tomorrow i have training.. woohhoo cant wait to dive on the floor
But the thing is I CANNOT DRINK!! im gg to be super thirsty!


WISHES to
BIG MAMA,HORLICKS,MY SYG
For thier 3 weeks attachment tomorrow!!
Have fun guys!!
WAHAHA!! im gg to slack at home man.
End Note:
I cant say anything!! because u are so BLOODY SENSITIVE!!!
Blackspider



10:41 PM.


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PICTUREZZZ

After training and MAKAN!!
Look At Bro FACE!! haha.. like bunny



While waiting for the bus we use the light take picz
kallang stadium

MARIOKART!!!
COOL SIA, who wanna play with me again??!!

I miss this smart guy!!!
Next week i will lanyak you!!
Blackspider


10:25 PM.


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Today frenly @ NTU, which is like F* long MRT ride.
Game was great, the gurls are improving!! ( happy)
But seriuosly i was damn thirsty ah!! *SERIOUSLY!! i wasnt hungry or tired im juts thirsty!!
But IMAN masih kuat, still wait for the ALLAHU AKBAK ALLAHU AKBAR!! ( action ah)

We walked around the shopping centre, i don know what shopping centre..@ boon lay mrt!
I gone crazy to see all the SPORTS WEAR SALE!! I NEED SHOE and slipper!! 2 SHOE
1 sports shoe and 1 court shoe!!
But the best thing is, to kill time waiting to breakfast
we went ARCADE! and BANG!! they have the MARIOKART!! i have been wanting to play the kart sia!! So w/o much thinking i go and change token and played with bro!
I WON LAH DEY!!!
So cool sia the game.. childish ah.. but wat the hack its cool!!
Then Francine played with JUT!! we were like shouting.. haha fun sia!!
Then we played some basketball thingy.. haha..
BreakFast at LJS!! i love the ice lemon tea
And ya.. im always thirsty these few days.. seriously man.. i can open the fridge like 20 times one night to drink up.. why ah??? Hyperthyroidism?? ahha??

journey back home was okey lah!!
Until theres this couple.. start nonsens-ing in the MRT!!
I was sitting down at the PRIORITY SEAT!! ( coz i chachat mah) then there this couple.. the guy's back was at the glass panel beside me, then the girlfren was hugging him.. which mean i can see the lady's hands ah.
okey that never mind.. the lady was SO SEXCITED I THINK!! that the hand travel down to the guy's butt!! okey then still nevermind.. PLEASE U WANNA TOUCH UR BF BUTT IM FINE!! but don PINCH, MASSAGE, GRAB
I try really hard to ignore.. but who can ignore when beside u have glass panel, then theres a palm rubbing up and down and grabbing someones butt.. Not that i never see before ah.. but you wont continuously massaging and grabbing the BUTT right!! WHAT are u stimulating??
Sorry ah im really mean to say that.. but seriously ah u should know there someone sitting beside and your hands are like up and down.. and grabbing ur BF butt every minute..
HAIZZ!!! i donno lah.. TOO LOVING EACH OTHER I GUESS~~

I had fun with my teammates.
i have fun with mama, who is now doing my bed sheet.. and i keep disturbing her
Pics will upload soon!

I wanna drink milk
End Note:
LAKESIDE?? BACKSIDE??

BlackSpider


12:05 AM.


Friday, September 12, 2008.

Pretty lazy to blog these few days..
I rather watch Gordan Ramsy giving hell to his worker on youtube then blogging.
but tonight.. haiya just blog ah..

Just came back from Training at Valhall,
Training was okey lah.. pretty slack..
the focus was to get the girls really understand the real situation and where we are at now. and how we could do better as individual then as a TEAM
Then went MAKAN and LEPAK.. eventhough im having morning shift tomorroe
Btw TOMORROW LAST DAY OF ATTACHMENT!! ( BOOYAA!!)
I miss KAY PO!!
Had fun with the girls, from me not bathing in a cubicle and with a host>> OO..KK..EYY >> ZINGERzz PROTEST>> ROAD ATTACKS!>> DouTby Ghout>> Haha!!
Had a really good chat with Bro in the bus.. We know each better day by day..
Love u man!! see u soon;) thanks

Left with almost half a month before raye.
Seriously speaking im not looking forward to RAYA..
the great sense of togetherness duirng hari raya faded since last year,
Then wmeaning of RAYA has change.. booo you booo!

i wish my life is just like a make up character..
BUFFET>>pick and choose what u wanna be
I wanna be holy mother of MEDICINE like TERESA
I wanna the Holy father of FOOD like GORDAN
I wanna be the owner of BLACK AUDI TT like EZEE"S neighbour
I wanna be as fit as Libby Tricket
I wanna be stress free like BABA
I wanna be strong like MAMA
i wanna be as rish as LKY
i wanna be COOL like U!!
I have to decide and throw all those thoughts
Is not easy to decide, give me some time.
its easy for u to judge a person, but not all what u judge is true.
End note:
Pinkie and thumb
Walk straight u dougnut!! GR!!
Blackspider


12:26 AM.


Monday, September 08, 2008.

Sun sun sun sun sun sun
Luckily i have my Chachat Ateeq to side track me from my messy life.
We went out just now, to find tools for her engineering class. but the best thing is she doesnt know what are the tools. one word for u?? ChaChat!!
All the way he keep criticising Audi cars and Ow Yong .. I kill u Teeq!
Buat Dosa je! Pergi BUKA ah!!
Ateeq u are my happy pill and u such a PITA!!
And we need to set a date to go shopping!! ( only the 2 of us please)
Ateeq ANd gurls SIMPANG PLEASE!!
I need a get away. urgently
My life is in the mess.
From family >Frens>My life!
Serious Mess.. messy like a tong sampah!
I need time to clear and straighten things out!

It Hurts my heart to hear to cry.
Everything was fast and sudden.
Its difficult for u accept, but everything happened for a reason.
Smile please, please, please,please
End note:
The Smile i have is just a cover-up
BlackSpider


1:36 AM.


Sunday, September 07, 2008.

Im still awake this hour. i don think im gg to sleep, coz i will miss sahur!
Sahur by myself!!
Coz no one at home now, the rest are in JB right now-> SAHUR-ing
Insane? ya!!
I didnt go coz -> chachat leg!

Fri and Sat was kinda of KECOH at home and some stupid fren. So MANY things happening.
That made EVERYSINGLEONE speechless!!
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I don't take your words wholely coz words can be well planned and constructed.
Is the intention and the action that u carry out.
Your Cognitive and Physical actions totally repeal from each other.
I have think enough,
I have done enough,
I have work enough,
I have enough.
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i GOT what i wanted after been hoping and waiting for 19yrs i thought by having to recognise u, Answer all my questions i had, but surprisingly u left a big secret behind! A secret that no one will able understand unless u explain it. After SO LONG these things have been a secret that u THOUGHT it will never prevail, but ALL MIGHTY is fair and knowledgeable enough to PLAN things out and REVEAL it nicely.
Theres still alot of question left hanging, refuse to explain because the secrets are DEEP enough and not easy for somebody to ACCEPT just like that.

Do i need to wait another 19 more years to know the complete u??
And does he need to wait another 45 yrs to know that he have another flesh and blood?

End word.
Welcome to the incredible life of mine

BlackSpider


3:44 AM.


Friday, September 05, 2008.

i have nothing to say.. besides

I MISS MY SYG!
I MISS MY NGONGNGONGz!
I MISS TRAINING!
I MISS MY TEAM MATES!
I MISS BRO!
All becoz of the ATTACHMENTS!!
And to my Baby Cheena long time i never talk/sms you.. so sorry
But just wanna tell you, i have this ah pek in my ward who has baby hair like u!! so cute!!
end note
At least these CLOWNS are doing a big favour for ur family.
BlackSpider49


12:53 AM.


Tuesday, September 02, 2008.

Ah pek and Ah mah are my new frens right now.
Cool or wat. have frens who are like 79 -95 years old.
The old birds are so soft hearted and they super funny.

SO TIRED this few days, serious speaking i need daily body massage
In my dream ah someone will massage me daily ah.
Everyone now like sooo interested in AUDI cars Nina.. even baba..
He was so excited when he saw Audi TT this morning while on the way to work.. ( not black so not counted)


the 4 rings >>

Represent the 4 different powers of automobile

In some situation its beyond my control, but i will do everything i can to make a difference.
But what i don feel is just the understanding.
With the presence of understanding , there is no problems about the basic stuffs.
We can work things out and move forward.
Start a new AIM and PERFORM it out

i too tired to think.. brain dead at this point of time..
wanna ZzZzZzZzZz.
End Word
I will never throw the feeling away.
It has been TRACED.
Blackspider49



11:46 PM.