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MiMi Beltzak
Number 49
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Dementor's Life.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008.

Tuesday was
LONG
UNLUCKY
ANNOYING
STUPID
DAY
@ blk K L 3 SHS
End Word:
God please...
BlackSpider

12:24 AM.

Sunday, December 28, 2008.

im too tired to type...
But i not too tired to laugh at this stupid6 girls!! OBSESSIVE YOUNG GIRLS.
Girls i think u all better go back to your rooms and do your math homework

c'mon DAVID COOK IS BETTER ALRIGHT

Today was Awesome..

BlackSpider

1:36 AM.

Saturday, December 27, 2008.

hello Spidey

Somthing stupid, funny, scarry happen just now.. i got back around 1245 from AXS machine..
i got home i heard voices! Thai language and its a man voice.. Man talking alone!! Agil cant hear it, only me.. and the scary thing is only my left ear can hear, my right hear nothing, not the thai language.. best thing to do!! is take air sembahyang!!! after air sembahyang still have,, but after did some prayers and its gone.. hahah..
Stupid was off all languages THAI!!
Scary coz its mid midnight and i was out, and i did disturb a cat when i doing the machine
Funny... Cos Agil freak out!!
Hope nothing happen to me when im asleep later!!

Movie marathons at home awesome!!
Im watching Longest Yard later.. haha adam sandler..

W.I.L BS
dont bother to explain what?
Just explain why?
Or maybe no need, coz it reflected in your action..
End Word
That old angry woman!!

Blackspider

1:53 AM.

Friday, December 26, 2008.

Hey spideyzz
Happy holiday!!!

Had night cycling again.. and something stupid happen, not actually stupid but more like something HORRIBLE happened. Cycling at Changi.. speeding as usual..., suddenly there was this cute little baby running across the bicycle path!!.. E.BRAKE!! SUDDEN STOP..
the only way to avoid hitting the baby, was to fall side. so i did the unglam stunt! i had glass stuck on my right leg.. some glass bottles shattered around, and my left feet was stuck in between chains.. UNGLAM STUNT RIGHT?? but thats not the main thing.. the main thing is I DID NOT HIT THE BABY!! He is still alive not knowing that he could have permanent injury if i hit him! okey Lesson learnt,, Mothers don leave ur babies alone, BIKERS please don speed!! obviously im taking about myself.. haha..

While racing!
Thahar: " kak stop. why my seat macam pusing pusing ah" ( seat moving)
MiMi: stop... "Bangun, i check for u"check the locks everthing, for about 5 mins
MiMi: Tak bergerak pon, mane ade pusing2 ( don have lah. not moving at all)
Thahar: ohh entah maybe, my butt yg pusing pusing tak! ( oh donno maybe, my butt is twisting)
MiMi: Yak alah.. not the seat lah.. its ur butt!!
Thahar: Tak pe lah.. continue racing.. ( he got up the bike and speed..)
MiMi: Oi!!! cheating ahhh
Thahar: U fall for the trick!!!!!!

How did i spent my Xmas holiday??
haha.. movie marathons in the day : i watched>> 21, tortured and linewatch.
21 is cool, something like Italian job movie
it about a grp of brilliant students, counting cards and play blackjack and how they beat the dealer in counting the subsequent deck.. and they won thousand at Vegas casinos during the weekends. Weekdays they come back to Boston and be student of MIT. they became RICHER AND RICHER!!. But theres lesson learn in these MOVIE.. Something about self control.
Quote"U are not GAMBLING ur are COUNTING", What s the difference?
Both are verbs but the diff is the combination of Emotions.. that what makes it different.

No plans tomorrow. im gg die of boredom!!
Ateeq is sick, cant go shopping!!
"teeq, retribution!, never bring me and vin go to london, paris to italy, thats why SICK"

I wanna watch TRANSPORTER 3 ( 1st jan) and MY BLOODY VALENTINE 3D ( Feb)
Awesome movies!!

W.I L.BS
Its not an ownership, its a gift
U dont own ur life
U dont own ur body
U dont own ur sole
U dont own your friends and Gf or BFs
U dont own ur wife or husbands
Its not an ownershipof yours its a gift
Its an awesome gift
So how u treat ur giftss?
End word:
beyond: and only certain ppl can understand it.
BlackSpider

2:00 AM.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008.

Hey Spidey

Saturday
I did declare "Im the most Careless Person"
today
I declare " Im the most Luckiest Person"
Receive a call from Comfort Taxi Lost and Found, they FOUND MY WALLET. Rushed down, the best thing was,

EVERYTHING WAS INSIDE, MONEY, IC, ATM ,CARD, PIX, RECEIPTS
Lucky right?!!

Haha.. thanks to god and to whomever the honest person who found it and return to Comfort.
When i lose the wallet, Mama nagss, now i gotten back my wallet MaMa still naggs.. haha.
i donno wat to satisfy this mother of mine..
i overslept till tanjung pagar!!
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I need at part time job, seriously. Keep shortage of money this few weeks..
So any lubang, call me..
Description: Hardcore job.. No sales please!!! No stoning job please!!
Pay: Reasonable can ready
Venue: East Side, don want to waste time on travelling.
`
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Training tomorrow!!
I think 2.4 again..
Jump here and there..
Push ups
Crunches
and more!!
`
W.I.L BS
Being truthful brought us
Together
Stronger
Happier
Laughter
Why do still wanna leak it out?
Cant u enjoy the moment and embrace it more?
Please don let me judge you even more
U are the last person that i wanna judge
`
End Word:
Who do you pray for before u go to sleep?
`
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BlackSpider

11:46 PM.

.

The power of HAKA (war dance) bond them together..

8:36 PM.

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HAKA - Ka Mate
(Video)

Taringa whakarongo!
Let your ears listen

Kia rite! Kia rite! Kia mau! Hī!
Get ready...! Line up...! Steady...! Yeah!

Ka mate, ka mate! ka ora! ka ora!
’Tis death! ‘tis death! (or: I may die) ’Tis life! ‘tis life! (or: I may live)

Ka mate! ka mate! ka ora! ka ora!
’Tis death! ‘tis death! ’Tis life! ‘tis life!

Tēnei te tangata pūhuruhuru
This the hairy man that stands here...

Nāna nei i tiki mai whakawhiti te rā…
who brought the sun and caused it to shine

Ā, upane! ka upane!
A step upward, another step upward!

Ā, upane, ka upane, whiti te ra!
A step upward, another... the Sun shines!
~
~
2nd HAKA
Kapa o Pango"

Taringa whakarongo!
Let your ears listen

Kia rite! Kia rite! Kia mau! Hī!
Get ready...! Line up...! Steady...! Yeah!

Kia whakawhenua au i ahau!
Let me become one with the land

Hī aue, hī!
(assertive sounds to raise adrenaline levels)

Ko Aotearoa e ngunguru nei!
New Zealand is rumbling here

Ko Kapa o Pango e ngunguru nei!
The Team in Black is rumbling here

Au, au, aue hā!
I āhahā!

Ka tū te ihiihi
Stand up to the fear

Ka tū te wanawana
Stand up to the terror

Ki runga ki te rangi,
To the sky above,!

E tū iho nei, tū iho nei, hī!
Fight up there, high up there. Yeah!

Ponga rā!
The shadows fall!

Kapa o Pango, aue hī!
Team in Black, yeah!

Ponga rā!
Darkness falls!

Kapa o Pango, aue hī, hā!
Team in Black, Yeah, Ha!

8:21 PM.

Monday, December 22, 2008.

Hey spideyzz

Declaration!
Im the most careless person

I lost my beloved wallet, in the cab when I was rushing for Floorball training. Stupid!! I always check the seats when I’m out, but last Sat I DIDN’T!! I ran out!! Haiz... Nobody else to blame.. except for NGONG MIMI!!
Think it thru, I remember what my bestest friend parvin say. “ eh mi, now u put string ah for your Ezlink, put string for your wallet also ahh, so u wont lose it” ‘hahaha!! Now I think I Should!!

Brighter side
Last Friday, lepak at nenek house. I thought the kids were free at home, unfortunately they got some event! But I got to sent them ngaji.. haha waited for them so long that I slept at the stairs.. haha BURUK SIAA… Rest of the day left me lepak-ing with nenek.. which is sometime boring!!!! Hahah.. bad sia. But quite fun lah, having dinner with nenek and she tell stories and see the way she cooks.. damn cool ahh.
MY COOL NENEK!!

MiMi: Fad, do chicken dance for me!!
Fad: No!
MiMi: Do together?! We dance together!!
Fad: Don’t make me look like a fool!!
MiMi: Fine ahh!!
HAHAHAHA!! Imagine a primary 1 kid say that to a 19 year old!! She damn funny sia. But she scratch, my phone screen!! please pay girl!!

haha guess what i dreamt twice that I start smoking again.. HAHAHA!! weird and cool sia..

My ultimate favourite
I believe in BLACK!!
End Word
I will fall deep to see you give life.
BlackSpider

12:14 AM.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008.

Spideyzzz

Slacked at home today... has been 3523-529-500 years since i slacked at home for 24 hours. usually i have plans school or training!
I miss home and esp being home alone.. i just realise mama bought new pots and some utensils at home. usually i was the 1st one to notice any changes at home.. but now im the last ONE!! Its a sign!! i need to stay at home more and when im at home i must not locked in my room and infront of my COMP!!

SATURDAY
Midnight cycling last Saturday was super duper fun!!
Cycling around and see the world in the night. It was peaceful and relaxing.
Eventhough i waited uncle for 2hours for him to confirm if we are going.. ngong!! but its worth waiting ahh
Next session, i will have my cool bike out man!!

Sunday
SLOTH Bday, went to her house and celebrate... she as asleep when we came, coz she jsut came home from her soccer campp. Sloth turned 18.. so bloody young ahh. im turning 20 next year lohh.. 2 at the front.. which mean DOUBLE THE RESPONSIBILITY!!
After the celebration, went to nenek house.. so excited to meet the THE 3 genius Fs cousins.. FADLY, FIRDAUS, FADILAH.. they haven grown big and more cleverer!! seriously man.. FIR & FAD was speaking english to me all the way.. they soo cute!!
Sometime i wish was at their age.. freebird all the way!!

W.I.L- BS
Self expectation Vs Social expectation.
Sometime the decision we make are all based on social expectation.
Indirectly hurting and suffocating our self.
We didnt realise that we are hurting the most valuable & powerful element
Which is ur heart, ur sole,ur feelings
Create ur own self expectations.
Which derive from ur sole, u heart, ur believes, ur limitation, ur feelings.
No one has the power to destroy that.
No one.
Because its all
Yours.
End Note:
the way u smile is still flashing
BlackSpider

1:00 AM.

Monday, December 15, 2008.

Watch this!!
Dennis quaid here!!
Dennis quaid WANTS water

Deyy ohh
Deyyyyyy oohhh!!!

Funny sia...

2:04 AM.

Sunday, December 14, 2008.

Her name is ELLY
She like to be called ELLA
Her 1st nickname: Cheena
Her 2nd nickname: Sloth
Her 3rd nickname: Simon chipmunks

Happy Birthday Elly!!!

Blackspider

2:48 PM.

Saturday, December 13, 2008.

Morning spideyzzz..

DECLARE HOLIDAY
MOST of the test are gone!!

Watched Quarantine yesterday night, even though my eyes were half close, half of my mind are in LaLaLa land.. But few minutes after the show starts, i started laughing at the movie.. kinda off stupid lah.. its about a grp of firefighters respond to a call in an aptment building, and thats when everysingle one of them are being QUARANTINE.. plus this lady and a cameraman who's a host of a talk show and wanted to film firefighters daily lifes. the aprtment was spread by a disease which will turn whoever infected to be some sort of CARNIBAL CREATURE with a red eyes and vvvv sharp teeth... and they wil attack others and bite them and eat.. all this action was film by the cameraman.. who need refreshment class for camering.. so not PRO!!
But the impact of a man being thrown down, a lady being shot at the head, guy being lasered and shot dead man walking that was superb!! Suspense was okey ahhh..
So who ever plan to watch it, my advise would be watch online or from DVD.. don waste 10 bucks
unless somebody realy wanna treat u.. then its okay... Haha
Keep the 10 bucks for TRANSPORTER 3 on 1st January!! thats better!!!
My family!!

These few days, mama is abit crazyy.. sorry to say that abt my own mother
seriously.. she do all stupid funny stuff. The whole family cannot tahan.. even Baba is laughing non stop..
She crawl from the living room to my room, when i was having private conversation with Agil... then she act as if she is a ghost..
Then she starts doing jumping jacks and rotation when, both me an agil say she getting fatter.. hahha!! that was soo funny!!!
But sometime i kesian her.. i think she bored and she miss the family. no on layan her, not like last time. when both me and agil not that busy.. but these few months we are.. agil is busy with Gym and training upp.. im busy with projects and stuffs..
sometime no one watch Tv with her... she will be there rocking the chair alone.. then when theres commercial breakk. and thats when she tun into crawling ghostt.. crawling to our room
BaBa also busy with work, since the recession.. alternate night he will be at home and during dinner he talk nonsense.. planning some naughty stuff to hurt other ppl...

PICTURESS

This Superwoman Birthday!!
thats my MUM!!

The Super couple!
baba botak!! cute!!

please help !!!
Child Abuse

they look the same sia.
CHUBBY!!

This is our family Monkey
his name is : DEGIL " sturbbon"

our 2nd monkey!!
Haha no lah!!
this is his 3rd time wiping his shirt kena the ice cream
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NgongNgong
Phone Picss

This ChaChat ppl, cant never concentrate during other ppl presentation!!
including me.. the ngong who layan and take thier picss
See my CREVER, VULGAR FRENS!!

I donno why this face is in my phone!
Who are uu???? haha
This is my classic ama..
She and her lost of facial expression!!!
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People who i miss
This Wak always disturb little kidss
Fadz is biting Dad"s finger!!
Cute!

ATEEQ
please come back soon
from London, Paris and ITALY!!
jealous Sia

I cant never do more.. if You do less..
A clever person, learn from their own mistake..
An intelligent person learn from other people"s mistake..
I'm starting to learn from your mistake..

End Word:
All NgongNgong PASS BCLS TEST!!
Wooohooo!! PROO!!!

Blackspider

9:11 AM.

Sunday, December 07, 2008.

Happy Birthday!!
To this Stupid Girl
Who likes to "PINCH" ppl's butt
Who likes to say "IDIOT"
Who likes "PINK"
Who likes to "SCOLD"
Happy 19th Birthday!!
PARVIN
a.k.a afgan

11:56 AM.

Friday, December 05, 2008.

Im seriously sleepy
Im mentally and physically exhausted
Im perspiring like a pig
Im dying from projects
Im irritated by some ppl
Im worried about alot of things
~
Im tolerating it slowly.
~
Im doing Behaviour Modification project few minutes ago,, but now im blogging! I need to side tracks, coz the signs and symptoms of stress and wanna knock - out are slowly appearing. Before it got worsen and into my cognitive thinking. I better go have a coffee break

End Note
What i want right now is just pure basic human needs!
Others can kindly vanish!!!
PLEASE!!

BlackSpider

11:43 PM.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008.

BANG MY HEAD TO THE WALL PLEASE!!!
OR
SLAP MY FACE IF U WANT!!

Signs and symptoms of STRESS
It sounds like thousands of bee buzzzzingg but actually my frens are talking.
Feel sleeping is better then being awake.
U don register wat u learn, coz too much thing in ur head.. no more space to store.
You don feel like answering your fren, coz answering makes u think.
U badly want to press the pause/stop button, give time for u to think it thru & decide.
thats is how i feel today..
Sorryy ppl esp to AmA.. wasnt in the mood to joke around..
i think i better log off and stone for a while!!
before sch starts at 8 eight,lapan!!!

End Note:
Once u are not in control--> u are in trouble

Blackspider

12:21 AM.