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Dementor's Life.

Saturday, February 28, 2009.

Clinic S & T, Sports Medicine Centre
Going Up!
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[haha, some will know what it means :)]
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Training Today, i need to move these fat ass back !!
I need teh tarik!!
I wanna Lepakkk!!

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End Word!
annnnnnnnndddd its a P-A-S-S!!!!
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Blackspider

9:21 AM.

Sunday, February 22, 2009.

Morning Morning Morning Morning Spidey

Important Statement: My biological clock totally malfunction.

Obivious Signs and Symptoms
I sleep in the day and not in the night for almost 2 weeks. maximum hours per sleep is 6 hours only!! I have been skipping meals, one meal for the whole day which is rare for this big body of mine.Too much caffeine in my body!!

TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTT!!!

Yesterday was pretty interesting,
something funny and stupid happened in the morning, which i shall not explain.:)
a long waiting time in the afternoon! annoying.
replacement of sleep deficits in the afternoon
me and the bike in the late evening till nightt. somehow, its abit different cycling in day, abit more havoc. different atmosphere from night cycling.
Tampines connector------> Tampines Sun plaza -----> Bedok Reserviour -------> Bedok South -----> Kembangan ----> Simpang bedok----> Upper changi Road----> Simei----> Tampines
and and .. i was at the traffic Light, there was this grp of lower sec sch minah.. with shorts, skinnies, star star jacket with eyeliner covering the eyess.... blablabla.. and their talking!! omg. we were waiting for the Green light, then another grp of like upper sec minah come. so the whole platform was full of minahs and me!! one of the minah were laughing at the other grpp, making fun and making faces/.. smiling at how kental the other grp of minahs were..I was at the back of the "Minah island" and u know what??!! im laughing at themm!! I feel so lucky.. i don have does tak boleh angkat Minah frenss.. now i still can tahan thier MINAH-NESS!!.
Sorry if i make any minah angry, by reading this.. I'm just implying to those Minah and the traffic light " MINAH ISLAND" hahaha!

Today is another day of excitement, gg to ECP, have and good and quality time with buddies!!
im so gg to play board games, cards!!
Im gg to meet BROO!!! woohhoooo!!

W.I.L BS
I Cant Tell You
Coz its special,and i keep deeply
If its out
Then i will have nothing to hold on too
whenever
i see u
im with you
SomthingspaceCantspaceBespaceExplain
CozspaceItsspaceNotspaceCognitive
Night cycling
The slackest kid everr! but a handsome one!
i donno what to say to this kid below!!
So energetic!! u can never have a decent photo of her!! NEVER

I shall be going off!!
End Word
Wish to see, Wish to explore???
BlackSpider

9:22 AM.

Thursday, February 19, 2009.

POSITVE CERs
positivespaceconditioningspaceemotionalspaceresponse

8:14 AM.

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Today
~
Shoelaces untied
You can dry your eyes
Perfect shadows alive
Behind us
This is the day i make you mine
~
The way your hair lies sometimes unrecognized
All the way from these today on a train
Nothing to say if theres still time
~
But you are the one
I've been wating for today
And here comes the sun
That's been baiting on today
~
Lately i've lost my tongue
Today you found the sun I know not long has grown
Well i thank god u came along
~
But you are the one I've been waitng for today
And here comes the sun
That's been baiting on today
~
You looked right through me
When there was no one else I am!
Side beside you and became myself Today... today
!
You are the one I've been waiting for today
And here comes the sun
Thats been baiting on today
~
In just few hours, i will be entering a long and wide examination hall.
not knowing my seat number
just follow Shane or Ama at the back.
With my admin card, wallet, phone and a bunch of pens in my hands
Seated and start shading those tiny circles
Name, Admin No, Module Grp
10 mins of reading time
EXAM MAY BEGIN!
is just between my brain/memory and the paper!
And God's Help
So God,please be by my side and please help me, my frens and all who is taking the paper.
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After that.. im a FREEBIRD!!
for only 3 days..
ATTACHMENT starts for another 3 weeks!
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End note:
i can only spell...
Y.O.U
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Blackspider

5:19 AM.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009.

Laugh till u dropp')
exams side tracks

Question: 2 plus 2
a. Seven
b. Shut Up Piggg!
c. Invade Poland
d. Fourrr

Its that your Final Answerr!!??!!

Question: When u eat pig, it is call?
a. Porkk
b. Thats my stkrjng-ken neighbour of mine
c. Somtimes i call it 3
d. Cat

Hogannn!!
No cheating you idiot!!
So u think u smart ??!!

So funny shitt siaa!!

Blackspider

4:25 AM.

Monday, February 16, 2009.

Hello Spidey

Exam timetable!!
Thursday: AN paper (Done)
Friday: Pharmacology paper (Done)
Tuesday: Biology paper (coming)
Wednesday: Mental Health (coming)
Thursday: Abnormal Psychology & Behavior Modification (coming)
ATTACHMENT STARTS BACK!!

V. Day drama
Got a call from Aunt Umi

AU: Helloooo??
MiMi: Heyyy!!!
AU: Tomorrow V.Day, not gg out?! Dinner?? Moviee??
MiMi: HUH!?! ( ape dini??/ what shee??)
AU: No Dates??
MiMi: NOPEE!! ( lazy to layan tone)
AU: WHY??
MiMi: Ermm, not interested…
AU: I think I asked the wrong person, maybe I shld ask AGIL!
MiMi: YEAH!! Go ask him byee!!

Agil’s story
AU: Hellooo!!
Agil: Hellllloo ahhhh!!
AU: Tomorroww V. Day, blablabla
Agil: Hellllloo ahhh SAPE NII!!
AU: blablablabla ( i donno what she say.. thats why blablabla)
Agil: HELLLLOOO!! ( irritated tone)

Agil is having training on the field, and he receive a call asking if he as date on V. Day!! Who wont be pissed, ppl having training dudee!! Hahaha.. i think Aunt Umi will feel disappointed or regret asking both of us!! He is busy with his gym and rugby, me? well... not interested.. So sorry for the inconvenience and the disappointment AUNTIE UMI!!
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U listen to these types of songss??!!!
Went thru some of the lyrics,some lyrics are really complex xx... only the writers know what he /she felt at that moment writting the lyrics, Some the words are so deep, and ofcoz the emotions are deeper.. but the question is!! Does is really happen in real life?? for example : do you like really kill yourself, if don have her/him? or izit that u will shut ur heart.. ur sole, if u don get her/him?? Some songs i have on my imeen list, are songs that are deep in its meaning than the words and the action of every line.All these are avenue for them to convey what they define their life's, experience.. and we as listener adopt the lyrics and adapt to ours.. the power of music??
So yess.. i listen to these types of songs!!
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W.I.L B.S
Its melting and moulding
its clear- cutt
its mine!!
THEspaceSPACEspaceHASspaceBeenspaceFILLEDfullstop.
NICELYspaceBEAUTIFULLYspaceFILLEDfullstop.
16~26.01
I promised something on this day,3 years ago
the pressure is damn great but the promise is greater!
smoke - free
End Note:
yg penting...... u happyyyy!!
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Blackspider

4:08 AM.

Thursday, February 12, 2009.

Thursdayy!!
Time check: 6am
Sleepless night
accompanied by ADULT NURSING BOOK, with beverage COFFEE, entertain by IMEEM.
And im still quite FRESH
Woohhooo!! ( caffeine )
Side Track!!
Okey lazy to type anymore.
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B.S
MyspaceSturbornspaceShadowsfullstop

End Note:
Compare with something/someone worst
For sure u feel like a HERO!!
~
BlackSpider

5:50 AM.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009.

hey spideyz

1st and for most!
i would like to apologise to all my frens, who have been
calling and texting, emails and send me offline messages
setting dates for dinner, lepak, outing
Some i didnt response, not because i refuse,
im having attachment so it is really pack!! and i cant use phone while on duty
Im so sorry.
Im only free on Sun afternoon and Sat night.

Its already Tuesday!! i have yet to finish studying.. if u are asking why the HACK am i blogging!
simple reasons is: i need to SIDE TRACK!! sick and tired of my AN book!! alrightttttt.
somehow i miss gg to ward everymorning and doing thier adl.... but another hand i want to extent the study breakk, hahahha!! Today im going sch, has been along time.. MY HOLLY MOTHER LECTURE!! woohooo!! meet up with ngong2! then i guess im rushing to Agil sch to watch Rugbyy... excitingggggg!! and YES MY LEMONE OMG!!

These few days, i care-less much about things around, avoid thinking, avoid making decision, just going with the flow. i just go along with watever this heart say its right n the 1st instinct.. til now nothing really stupid happen, which means all goodd. Well Done!!

And i feel like jetty/cliff jumping now!! Weird?!! Crazyy?!! haha.. i donno why! i just wann the feeling jumping from height and BANG in the water.. ur whole slap by the cold water.. and the whole body will drown in, with no gravity., no pressure, then one kick of ur leg and a big apple of the arm, will push ur whole body upp to the surface!! woooo so nicee.. u think im crazyy?? if u ever try jetty /cliff jumping u shall understand the thrill and the excitement.. and u will be doing it..continuously hahahhaha.

1st half of today was dreadful! stoning at the clinic waiting for my turn..haii.. i shall not elaborate. i will get bored!! hahaha.. 2nd half was greatX49 :) met syg, lepak under void deck, chatting plus mr bean..shared alot of stupid and funny shit stuffs... and we heard alot of weird alien language!! hahahh
How i miss my npcc days, especially campps, camp fire!! rations!! competition tents!! polishing boots untill can see the face! seriously.. that what Sir says ahh..
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W.I.L BS
It does exist
But how should i understand it?
But what should i classified it?
But how do it treat it?
But where should i place it?
But when should i use it?
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The existance is GREAT
until im scared that i might
mis understand it
mis- classified it
mis - treat it
mis-place it
mis - use it
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ITspaceDOESspaceEXISTspacefullstop
To Syg:
Thanks very much for today :)
Dont geram geram later ur bp skyhigh!!
"you leave me breathless"
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i think i side track enough for tonight, haha!
Back to stuying!!
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End Note
Equality is never practice in straight forward life!
please get it.

BlackSpider

12:40 AM.

Saturday, February 07, 2009.

Hey spideyyz

Age?
19

Gender?
Female

Motto in life?
Acceptance
sincerity

Brand/s that u are carrying?
Adidas
billabong
Tiger

Whats your favourite food?
Coffee
Soya Bean
Fish Ban Mian

What animal do you want as a pet?
Slow loris
Beaver
Penguin ( ngong)

Whats your favourite smell?
Mine! Adidas, bvlgari
Yours!

Whose photo in your phones/wallet?
Familyz,
Hotties

3 Places u want to go before u die?
antractica
Egypt
New Zealand

Hardcore sports?
Floorball
Rugby (contact) ( wooohoo)
Surfing

Well done movies?
Transporter-s,
Wanted
21,
Take the lead

Things u do when u are emotional, frustrated, stress, happy?
emo- mopped the house,
frustrated – sit at my bench @ connectors,
Happy/distress - Sports! ( midnight cycling) Lepakk!!

What matters to you in friendship/relationship?
sincerity

3 names in your r. mind ( alphabetically)
baba,
mama,
nenek

3 names in your i. mind (alphabetically)
AJ,
Ellen DeGeneres,
MJ

3 things u want do before u die?
Do stunts,
Own Audi ( Q7 / TTs)
Make You happy

What u wearing when u you sleep?
white shirt,
Bermudas

What u wearing now?
white shirt
old school shorts

Most important possession in your life?
handphone, I loose it like more then 6 times.
ezlink card ( loose it like more then 5 times)

Most words/sentence use today?
Irrit, short form for irritating , rabiah teach me!
Ngong
May I take ur BP!! haha

Most valuable/significant thing happen today
Recalling what happen yesterday night,
Last day of attachment, 2 weeks break for exam then back to attachment,
See the Smile :)
End note:
believing it, believe it
blackspider

3:07 AM.

Wednesday, February 04, 2009.

hello spideyyy

Just 2 words for u.... THANK U !
Just 2 words for u.... THANK U !
Just 2 words for u... THANK U !
Just 2 words for u.... THANK U !
End word:
totally statisfied... totally
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Blackspider

2:10 AM.

Monday, February 02, 2009.

Morning morning morning Spideyy

2 words for last week: STUPID SHIT! (except for monday, tuesday & weekends) one more week and attachment endss.. O-N-E! ( 5 days) spell it again!! O-N-E!!

I have nothing more to blog.. like i say it was stupid shit......

I love this pic..
So damn cute..
First was Tok Amat,
now baba bestest fren passed away.
both peacefully.
we going to miss them
End note:
In every step of mine.. you are in it...

BlackSpider

10:56 AM.