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MiMi Beltzak
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Dementor's Life.

Friday, May 29, 2009.

hey spidey

Its like 625am, have been up since 4am. I have been sitting infront of comp and perspiring like HELL! ( peanut's hell is air-conditioned) hahahaa.. Okey Fat Ass need to buck up. the whole week didnt do any reading or gg thru the books. i have done my tutorials, go thru lectures. Still Pending : Article and 500 words (wlw!) nvm.. on the wayyyy..
And and, lilo and cookie is sleeping.. No Noise!! well done!
And And And,i play around with facebook just now.. not bad ahh..

Wed was TEEEEEEETTT day, 8am lecture, sociology.. bla bla bla bla..
Was really looking forward for Training at 3pm. time to just let myself free, slides, dive, slap, punch and feel the pain... but then upon entering the sports hall, the divider was up, the grand stand was down.. and ALOT ALOT ALOT off red. white Adidas jerseys, Shorts and shoes running around.. My court was decorated with masking tape and couples of chairs.. WHERE'S THE UNIHOC BOARDS! WHERE'S MY GOALPOST??!!
Pease tell me the meaning of Pre- booking? Sch Team? Public? One day off event? integrity?
Okey let it go.. but this is the last time dude.. enough of saying.. "Okey.. its alright"

Urge to the public
Please go GREEN, our global warming is getting worst! Singapore is getting Hotter and Humid! i can sweat like Swine by just walking form MRT to Auditorium! Perspiration just keep dripping.. and starting from next week, any long hour day i will bring extra clothes. and bath in sch! And NO MORE JEANS starting next week. seriously serious!!!
Please go green and dont destroy the ozone layer anymore!!

And 3 more cases of H1N1 in singapore..
All upcoming nurses, get prepared!! For sch holiday or brought forward attachments

Hell's question no.1
What will u tattoo on your heart?
Your Name
Partner's Name
Your Friend/ Partner Mother's Name ( oh mak kau!)
My Name
hahahahahahahaha!!
i think i shall hugg in for awhile before going sch

apakah yang didalam hatimu, yang tidak pernah kau dengarkan ke telinga sesiapa
black
i have tattoo on my heart...

6:22 AM.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009.

hey spidey!!

Im in sch now, E PLAZA!
Just finish lecture and breakfast, so much off SHS E LEARNING DAY,
i still need to come for Sociology lecture.
Hell!!
Later training :)
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btw btw.. i bought the hammies, Ball for them to crawl around the house. i cant afford to let the loose without the ball. They will go Missing, like F1 race!!
last night, my clever father didnt close the the door, when he got home,
LILO ABSCONB!! (with the ball)
And everysingle day, 3am the hammies will make noise.. LiLo will be banging her shelter,
Cookie will play with the water container,
ITS A SIGN!!
ATTENTION! PLAY WITH US!!
so everysingle night at 3am plus, i will sit infront of them
PLAY, TALK
then get back to sleep!!!
i think i wanna buy 2 more...
wooohooo..
what shall i name them??
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Summary:
Ama: trying to play facebook, but the connection sucks.... HELL!
Susu: She just logg out from facebook, now reading articles
Jia Min: playing game at facebok
Pei Ying: playing facebook and reading people's profile. STALKER.
i do have a facebook, but but but but but but but but
i dont know how to use.. hahahaa!! i do quizzes only all forwarded by hellmate.
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I need HLPL!
I need Teh Tarik gang!!

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ms. Black

10:53 AM.

Monday, May 25, 2009.

Hey Spideyy..

Didnt blog for quite some time.. coz this FAT ASS is unwell!!
Fat Ass is having SOB and chest tightness since thursday night.
Went to this BLOODY TOOOOT GP, coz raffles GP closed! WTH..
This bloody doc, didnt look at me when i came in.. u don even look at your patient how to diagnose?? tell me?? from the voice izit!!!
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Doc: Why are u here?
MiMi : i have chest tightness and difficult for me to breath even at night.
Doc: 1st time having it?
MiMi: Nope, second time, but this is worst!
Doc: are in any stress? pressure? school?
MiMi: Never! sch as pernormal
Doc: enough sleep?
MiMi: max i can only sleep is 4 hours.. always like that
Doc: Stared at me, i take ur bp ( 120/64)
Doc: i check ur chest ( check lung sound all)
.. are u a swimmer??
MiMi: Yes, but not these few months,
( i tot there something wrong with the chest expansion or lung sound, coz swimming is good for ppl with asthma, small lung expansion)
Doc: Ohh.. thats why u have very broad shoulder!!
MiMi: errrmmm ya.. ( WTF IN MY HEAD!!)
Doc: i dont see any problem with u, maybe u just stress.
MiMi: What?? ( im so annoyed. i was what ever lah doc!!)
im too weak to even like scold at him)
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PRESCRIPTION: ANTI ANXIETY & BETA BLOCKER!
ANTI ANXIETY!!!!
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i have no words for this doc
I cant be anxious from thursday night till sunday right???
i think is just muscle strain, toooooo tireed i think...
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typing this .. make my chest more painful.. arggg..
better not continue.
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i seriously think i watched to much PEANUT!
i watched like 9034750375073-5-39 times!!
I know this is super long video.. but PEANUT!
you won stop laughing and u wont get bored watching him!!!
Im talking like him,
act like him
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OBSESSED WITH HIS HELL JOKES!
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Drive from valley? : Is bad as HELL
Traffic: Suck like HELL
Driver?: Angry as HELL
Parking Here? : Sucks like HELL
So? WE ARE IN HELL!!
AND THESE ARE OUR HELLMATES!
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SA NA TA AA NAH!! HELL
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and how can i have anxiety if im watching peanut!
WTH DOC!!
These few weeks have been hanging out with sloth...my bestest hellmate!
Hell jokes will just make our day
menu in HELL is
HLPL
( anybody can guess what is HLPL, i will give u a kiss..
welcome to PEANUT's HELL)
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i shall stop watching peanut for awhile until this SOB relieve.. if not i will die laughing!!
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Today was just awesome..
damn hilarious
my chest almost burst..
simply awesome.. :)
i think syg will know why!
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Beltzak:
i love lilo
i love cookie

11:52 PM.

Saturday, May 16, 2009.

I LAUGH till i CRY!! It is so FUNNY and FUN!!
Ellen Degeneres!
My best Friend!!!

3:36 AM.

Friday, May 15, 2009.

Morning!!

Four Am
I walked around my good intentions
And found that there were none
I blame my father for the wasted years
We hardly talked
I never thought I would forget this hate
Then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong
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If I don't make it
Know that I've loved you all along
Just like sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded And
I hope to God I figure out what's wrong
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I walked around my room not thinking
Just sinking in this box I blame myself for being too much
Like somebody else
I never thought I would just bend this way
Then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong
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If I don't make it
Know that I've loved you all along
Just like sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded
And I hope to God I figure out what's wrong
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And I hope to God I figure out what's wrong
I hope to God I figure out what's wrong
If I don't make it
Know that I've loved you all along
Just like sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded
And I hope to God
I figure out what's wrong
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And If I don't make it Know that I've loved you all along
Just like sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded
And I hope to God I figure out
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im still not sleeping..
because
Coffee and afternoon nap just now
hectic week coming up, with project, presentation, assessment, game
Atleast all are planned out.. so i wont be BORED!
Journey to the window
How many stops u make
i will be waiting patiently there
with a smile
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Watching Angels and demon later with my Bimbo Sloth!
Beltzak says:
No more milk :(

4:01 AM.

Sunday, May 10, 2009.

Hey spidey

well well well

A friend asked me, last night " You look so happy, relax, no problem, no worries"
Hahaha, i can only give her a SMILE as my reply. That smile means thousand things. Thats is what i have been doing.. something unexpected coming, something ugly.. just smile...
Alot of serious things happen day by day. Alot of odd questions being asked lately, i tot its over.. now is not that ODD already..I think i just need to be prepared and be truthful to myself. But im my really truthful?? Or izit just becoz i know whats the outcome off it. This sentence is always in my mind "Do i understand myself"
I think i lied to myself someway or another. Only i know it and maybe someone out there too, and maybe im not acknowledging it. i have done everything, to make it simple and cool.. but you make it complicated but beautiful.. : CONFUSE? hahahahaha.. Not to me
It not easy to live in a world, if some normal social norms is being opposed..Arrrggg.
But i love the way i am.. but im not saying that i do not need to change.. i need.... Let time decidee..

theres once a good fren said this
" if u are ready and strong to crossover"
That crossover has a deep meaning..
Means u are opening upp, but... indirectly, u are closing some avenue,
coz not everybody likes or agree to live in that avenue.

Baba, has been acting weird lately, more serious.. he gave us the adult talking last week. Every single word is in my mine every minute... It seems like he is ready for anything and everything to come in his life. he talked to us form a -z. From being a basic human being living in this world till being a basic man leaving this word
Well, im not ready baba! Your words someway or another hurts me inside.. It seems like u don understand us! But i think u wanna us to realise what the HELL is LIFE?!

I ask you, will u be ready to answer somebody is he ask
" are u ready to put me 6 feees under the ground"
OKEY THATS HOW SERIOUS MY LIFE IS!

But im still smilling and laughing... coz i know no one here can change the God's FATE, even though u don understand, what u feel deeply inside towards somebody, or u are not satisfied abt your life.. You cant change the fate.. cos its stated clearly..
But what u can do is pray, that you will
find answer, and overcome things

Bletzak

1:19 AM.

Thursday, May 07, 2009.

hey spideyy

week 3 is F****** Awesome!
So many gay, funny, lovely, ngong things happened!!
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Out with my classic Minah
tuesday was totally random but beautiful day out.. Teman abg shopping, and our minah classic wanted to tag along! " i dont want ahh, to disturb u two dating" ZONGGGGGG!! me and abg!!??? WE GAY BUDDIES!! C'mon we welcome anybodyy who wanna join us!
So we went MaRina, then Dinner then to Suntec!
The funny moment was out sharing times, as we shopp arnd
Classic Minah is like reading ppl from the shoe people wear.. cool shit ahh!!
Me and Gay buddy always read whoever we tot are gays ahh but then we kena PINCH and kena pull ear by minah classic...
she thinks we really bad.. looking down at themm..
we are not ahh!! we just wanna confirm if our judgement are rightt.!!
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Two words for my Classic Minah
Funny Shit!!
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Talking to Halal Day
Ngong dayy.. make new fren while waiting to donate blood!! her name is MOMO!! haahahaha!! seriously!, but tham different kinda of spelling ahh.. ahahahaha me and shane irritates and convince her to let as go first.. even though we are the 24972-04-23908-2 ppl.. the POWER OF THE PRIORITY STICKER AND OUR IRRITATING ACTIONS! HAHAHA..
She super cannot tahan ahh.. Wat to doo??!! i have training to rush for,, and the q is damn bloody long ahh!!
me and syg was talking to halal the whole dayy.. i think i miss him ahh! he keroh eyes!! sooo cutee!
I wish HALAL CAN TALK!!
ppl in bus 969 will think we both are some idiots.. talking to a blue doll, with keroh eyes!
HIS NAME IS HALAL!!
He is special!!
He is now with his mummy.. sleeping over..
Then PASTAMANIA for dinner.. 4 of us eating..
halal is allergic to italian fooodd so he didnt eat ( like real only ahah)
SPICY CHICKEN PLEASE!!
Abg bought fan for himself.. A LONG TERM INVESTMENT!
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Atlast i saw my BIG MAMA in sch!! miss her man!!
Soyah molested my teeeeett againn!! traumatize!!
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To my Hot syg: doing undercover was great wooohooo!!
Love u alwayss Hot!!:)
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Blackspider is tired!!
i will cont next dayy

11:53 PM.

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This is for my bestes friend
BIMBOO SLOTH
we are poking her blister on her palm!!
just a BLISTER!

Sloth : I dont want to see! If it hurts, i will scream out loud!!
MiMi: You Feel anything??
Sloth: You want me to poke it??
Sloth: OHHH!! Thats All??
Shane: YAA!!!
hahahaahaahahaha!!
Sloth: I was waiting for something painful!!
Shane: Nay.. press yourself!!
Sloth: "Press yourself, what kinda of nurse is thiss"!... Not Funnyy!!
Shane: DONE! LOUSYY!

11:32 PM.

Sunday, May 03, 2009.

hey spideyy
3rd of May
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
e 17yrs and 21yrs old
Syed Agil bin Dahari Kamal
3rd of May 1992

Retarded siblings!
exclusive Picture of him!!
Minah Macho Man!!
( he gg to kill me)
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Shane Edward Tam
a.k.a Sharillina,
a.k.a Hady Mopok
a.k.a Siti Samman Sammon
3rd may 1988
Gay Buddy
Holly Sterile!
(Halal so cute)

They both have the same birthday!
Thank God they don have the same characterr!
( hahahah, kidding ahh)

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Beltzak is very tired
Beltzak have to Fly!
Betlzak Say
i wont ask for any other family..other than MINE! ( plus cookie and lilo)

11:45 AM.

Friday, May 01, 2009.

hey spideyy
edited

Im in GREEN!!

Buddies!!
As u can see we are trying to smile.. we forgot that we are wearing MASK!!
Dumb dumb dumb!!

wooooohooooo!!
Infer yourselff...

Dikir Barat Grp..
We sing MINAH SONG!!

Another Buddy Moment!!
Im being the manly one
Shane being the feminine one

m.minah, man liao, handsome,classic

0721..
a bunch of retarded nurses.. but the best one!!
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week 2 of sch.. was splendid, amazing, SUPERB!! ( all means the same. lalalal)
Monday, ngongs have lunch @ BREEKS. Syg join also :)
Food was fabulous and my Banana Blended Mocha was F******Awesome!!!
Had a great time sharing and nonsensing around! then to suntec city.then to tampines 1. we all plan to live together and share home equipment together.. ngong or whatt??
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Tuesday, another wonderful start in the morning. reach sch at 7am! yes bloody 7am.
did some role play and script. The Role Play was so funny!! my classmates all can act sia!!
my name is SITI SAMMAN BIN SAMMON. BIN lah deyy.. confuse ohh whatt??!!
hahaahhahaha!!
for the record Rabia and Yatassha... my new most minah frens!
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Wednesday, morning was abit awkward..
i was sleeping in the bus,otw to sch.. so when i stretch my shoulders all,
getting prepared to get down. suddenly the girl who sat beside me tun and say
"Hi!!" and she gave me her biggest smile!!!!
WALAU!!!! wats wrong with u siaa???!!! Do i know u???
but i was confident i donno that girl??!! seriously!! SCARYY SIA!!
Syg went sch.. suppose to have lesson. the KEY word is SUPPOSE. smile.
but the holy mother of medicine is too busyy.. hahahaha!! " i was about to call u guys" ya rightt!!
So kesian they all! but its okey we had fun makan and nonsense!!
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Thursday, sch was short.. really short! so went to town to buy book at Borders then to adidas. smile. Sarah bought new shoe.. woooohooo.. the power of 3 lines!! NICE SHOE!!
Went to Bugis to meet another bunch of lovely ppl..
Parvin, Soyah, Azlin, Sue, Sue's Sister, Andrea, Yuan alll
in simplest term, i call them the HORNY MOLESTER GANG!!
Seriously dude.. i was " molested" 3 days in the row. Even in public!! Ohh godd!! TRAUMATIZE
culprit are 1.Sue 2.Azlin 3.Parvin4. Soyahh!!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrr
So who ever walk or talk to any of those ppl.
i REMIND you to be cover you "B" & "V"
Luckily they lovely ppl, if not i give them combo slap meal!!
beltzak say:
Be backk!!

2:00 PM.